SPRING BANQUET!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

Spring Banquet was pretty much amazing! 

the cruise was cancelled tho.. which was sad

the movie was cool

im happy with where steven and i are at.

we want to take things slow.. and im surprised at how much i want this

we are going to talk to his parents and possibly my parents about their thoughts

and i think that is amazing

hes an awesome guy with incredible faith!

schools almost done

Im excited to go to chicago!

:) :) :) 

otherwise nuthin new! 

lost in time!

Hey... I havent posted in awhile... so i randomly decided to..

I was sitting in tam's room listening to a song and i felt the need to blog! 

life is going well in every aspect EXCEPT school work :( 

If hit the scary point of not really caring anymore...

one of these days i will just have a moment and decide to maybe even work ahead!

I love learning... but i also love having fun.. 

A song that has become my fav:

***

A passion bubbles inside 

leaking through the cracks

when I see you across the room

i cant help but smile

as a tingle shapes my heart

Ive never felt so alive 

with you by my side

a new sence of reality 

wanting what's only best for 

you and me

I just want to know

how this should flow

I wonder what your thinking

My mind feels like sinking

How do i express my feelings for you?

how do i know if you want something too?

FAIL

Currently listening to: Something on my mind-Hawk Nelson

walking her home

So OT is a total failure. the test i took today...i haddent studied THAT HARD FOR IT!

which is my own problem

I EXTREMELY DISLIKE HOW SOME PEOPLE CAN JUST READ SOMETHING ONCE... AND THEY HAVE IT...

praise God they have that gift. I probably have a different gift

what about that people ... why do we have to suffer because were not that smart?

thats just an excuse... its not their fault for being smart. its my fault for knowing i struggle... and i should have done something about it

Maybe its just a lack of effort but when you have to work harder to get the same level learned its DEPRESSING!

It is really depressing... but if i would have worked harder i prolly would have gotten a good grade... you get what you put in!

the end of failure rant

So theres this guy... :)

His name is Steven...

we have been hanging out a lot lately. 

he is an interesting character! 

He is the complete opposite of my personality... so take me and think complete opposite... now add the ability to have fun.  in and thats steven! 

he asked me to spring banquet which takes place the last weekend in april!

Im taking each day as it comes and letting things happen as they happen... and i have been so much happier because of it!!