Life is alright... work is ... well work. im trying to make the most out of it but its hard when you get yelled at all the time.... Im starting to like inbound more now where you actually take the calls instead of calling people so there a little nicer cuz they actually initiated the call! but its still telemarketing...
Im slowly getting a life... ish. I still dont have many friends around here. but oh well. im driving about 30-60 min. to hang out with christian friends.
:( i feel so alone... im starting to hate living at home...
I have dreams..... but i learned in church today that God wants us to sell our possessions and give to the poor and follow him. so maybe i just need to give up on my dreams sell what i have and follow him. :( heartbreaking it seems. eventhou i know God has the best plan for me.. better than i could ever imagine but God never says when hes going to give it to us. like job.. God allowed him to be tempted and he hurt and had an anguishing life... but he still believed and i bet his riches were amazing in heaven. but why do we have to wait? why cant we just have a little now.
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