so ive finally come to a point in my life where im wonding why.... (again)
Im happy living life. but I am wondering if this is really it...
where is my passion
where is my love
where is my life????
ive drifted so far
I want to be free
but im sucked into the
lure of the real world
BUT I STAND UP FOR WHAT I BELIEVE IN
and i still feel empty
i choose not to participate in sinful actions and i still feel so alone
***
a few of you know im house sitting this week and next
its showing me ALOT
IM A RELATIONAL PERSON
i love people
i love talking
i love listening
but i mostly just love their presence
so there for i dont want to be alone :(
i understand now why i havent moved out... because then i would be alone :(
soooooooo ... im stuck
ive learned kitty cats are a girls best friend
I need(with Gods help) to make and keep a quiet time with God.
i need to figure out my financial responsibilities and budget and keep to it
I NEED TO SEEK OUT FRIENDS
i need to TRUST God
trust that he knows what hes doing
trust that he loves me
trust that he will never leave me
trust him with my life
... and thats alil hard right now.
