always not cool enough for you
why do i even try anymore
when all you do is shut the door
I have been hurt to many times before
and my bruises are still sore
Its sad to think you wouldn't care if i left
- - -
PET PEVE
If you say you will meet with me
and then something comes up help me to see
your not just ignoring
let me know
please?
* * *
Im stuck in the middle of everyones lives
I like to know things
but they dont care about me
im just a wall
that interacts as they talk
I blurt in uhuh, okays, and yep i get it
only to get... nuthing in return
The boys that talk to me
like other girls
they need to vent
and supposedly im a good listener
altho as i clean their guts from my clothing
I stop and think how i wished a guy liked me like that
I dont like the boys that talked to me like that
we are friends and friends is all we will ever be
I want a guy that wants to be with me for who i am
and not how I submit, shut my mouth and listen to your problems
Sometimes i wonder where God is leading me in life
and why all the things happen the way they do
I wonder why people lie just to see people's reactions
when really the people they are hurting the most is themselves
and God who paid for their sin
I cant help but wonder what is going thru their heads
as they sit there and laugh like everything is
*~*~*~
My heart aches for the people that don't understand the true meaning of
christmas
easter
and Christian.
Peeps are so stuck in their ways
the people that want to help them are
put into hazardous situations
because peeps dont think anyone should tell THEM how to live
OH NO... Peeps dont think they could ever do anything wrong
and when confronted they fight... for what they think is right and travel the path that leads to regret!
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