Ember's Notebook

Ember's Notebook
.... random thoughts... words from my lips... poems from my heart..

Wednesday, April 1, 2009

FAIL

Currently listening to: Something on my mind-Hawk Nelson
walking her home
So OT is a total failure. the test i took today...i haddent studied THAT HARD FOR IT!
which is my own problem
I EXTREMELY DISLIKE HOW SOME PEOPLE CAN JUST READ SOMETHING ONCE... AND THEY HAVE IT...
praise God they have that gift. I probably have a different gift
what about that people ... why do we have to suffer because were not that smart?
thats just an excuse... its not their fault for being smart. its my fault for knowing i struggle... and i should have done something about it
Maybe its just a lack of effort but when you have to work harder to get the same level learned its DEPRESSING!
It is really depressing... but if i would have worked harder i prolly would have gotten a good grade... you get what you put in!

the end of failure rant

So theres this guy... :)





His name is Steven...
we have been hanging out a lot lately. 
he is an interesting character! 
He is the complete opposite of my personality... so take me and think complete opposite... now add the ability to have fun.  in and thats steven! 
he asked me to spring banquet which takes place the last weekend in april!
Im taking each day as it comes and letting things happen as they happen... and i have been so much happier because of it!!


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